I don’t know if if I actually know my shit or if I’m just lucky and I’m actually struggling
I think the thing about happiness is that you can never achieve it if your happiness depends on other people. You don’t control how other people feel about you. You can only control how you feel about yourself.
Have your own goals and dreams that don’t depend on other people, and pursue them.
You’ll finally understand what happiness truly feels like when you achieve them.